A Conversation

Her: So you’re telling me you live in a gated community with security guards that salute you and click their heels every time you pass through the gate. And you’re in a 4-bedroom house. For $670 a month.

Me: Yes. Except for the first full year I felt incredibility guilty about it, like we had somehow found a way to game the system and it’s all great now, but someday karma’s going to come back and bite us in the ass.

Her: Right. Because God clearly hates people who try to prevent children from being trafficked into prostitution.

Me: Yeah, well, and yesterday I felt like a total schmuck because our maid came, and she normally comes on Mondays, when I’m working, so it’s fine and makes sense, but this week she came on a Sunday, which is my day off, and I felt like a total asshole sitting on the couch reading a book while she cleaned up around me.

Her (blink, blink): Because…why?

Me: Well, you know, it’s guilt. I’ve got this whole white liberal privileged guilt thing –

Her: White liberal privileged guilt — You’re half-Thai – white liberal privileged guilt, and you’re not even all that white. Do even you hear how ludicrous this sounds now?

Me: (nodding while tears of laughter stream down my face)

Her: It’s like the Thai side makes it worse; like your Thai side is warring with your white side…and um, I barely know you, but here’s my assessment of your entire cultural identity. You’re welcome.

Me: (still laughing, but not, because it’s totally true and I’d never thought of it that way before)

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We met to exchange written words and ended up talking for hours. That conversation stuck with me for days afterward, and I wanted to preserve a piece of it, even if I only caught the gist of how it made me feel, because it made me feel better. I love people who can make me laugh; I really love people who can make me laugh at myself. I wanted to thank her for that.

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4 thoughts on “A Conversation

  1. It's true Jade – I absolutely refuse to get a maid until my parents get one first. Imagine the look of horror on my mom's face if I wasn't able to clean up after myself

    • Ha! Yeah, I totally know what you mean. I was fine until the slew of visitors began rotating in and out of my house (seriously, we've hosted 40 people in the past 2 years – not counting repeat visits). A girl can handle only so much sheet washing, hanging, drying, changing, bathroom cleaning, etc. Plus, I hate cleaning around my guests. I can clean up just fine after me and my hubby. But when our house turned hotel, I caved and begged for help.

  2. What an awesome story. When we moved, my husband's work paid for movers, but I just couldn't bring myself to sit there while they loaded and unloaded all of our stuff so I packed and unpacked and lifted boxes and carried furniture right along with them all day.